You can break free, if you can see what holds you back, don't ignore Jesus.

Don't hold back, no excuses, no time, things are fine, it's a hard book to read, you already know, but until you read for yourself,
you won't truly know.  When people hit tough times, they look for a prayer to be answered, but know God now and your life will be better.

He became stiff-necked and hardened his heart and would not turn to the Lord, the God of Israel.  2 Chronicles 36;13